When tomorrow comes
I'll be on my own
Feeling frightened up
The things that I don't know
When tomorrow comes
Tomorrow comes
Tomorrow comes

And though the road is long
I look up to the sky
In the dark I found, I stop and I won't fly
And I sing along, I sing along, then I sing along

I got all I need when I got you and I
I look around me, and see sweet life
I'm stuck in the dark but you're my flashlight
You're gettin' me, gettin' me through the night

Can't stop my heart when you shinin' in my eyes
Can't lie, it's a sweet life
I'm stuck in the dark but you're my flashlight
You're gettin' me, gettin' me through the night
Cause you're my flash light
You're my flash light, you're my flash light

I see the shadows long beneath the mountain top
I'm not the afraid when the rain won't stop
Cause you light the way
You light the way, you light the way

I got all I need when I got you and I
I look around me, and see sweet life
I'm stuck in the dark but you're my flashlight
You're gettin' me, gettin' me through the night
Can't stop my heart when you shinin' in my eyes
Can't lie, it's a sweet life
I'm stuck in the dark but you're my flashlight

You're gettin' me, gettin' me through the night
Cause you're my flash light
You're my flash light, you're my flash light

-Flashlight by Jessie J.

For my loved ones. I love you so much that it hurts. Three years with you have been a great journey. If our journey ends here, it would be painful to me as much as it does to you, even though I'm the one who says "Goodbye". 

I lied when I say I can live without you. I'm not that strong. I lied when I say I hate you. I love you more than my life. I lied when I say I won't miss you. I would die for missing you so much. I lied when I say I won't stopping you from leaving me. I'm screaming in my heart, saying no, begging no, please don't walk away from me. I lied to both of us, you, and I. I've never imagined my life with somebody else other than you.

My love, I wish for a better us. I want to go through all the hardship of life with you, as my husband. I want us to change all "dosa" to "pahala". I wish for a simple ceremony, even with only 'akad nikah', I'm already satisfied. As long as I'm halal for you, for forever. 

My old self, yes I dreamed a grand weds. But now, I'm changing. To a better one, hopefully. Why can't you see that I want to be closer to you in a better way? Why can't you agree with me? You'd rather lose me than take me into your life officially? Why? Can't you see I'm suffering now, losing you from my life kills me slowly.

I felt like I'm the only one who's desperately want to be in your life officially, and you aren't. Is it true, dear? Why can't I be one of your dreams?

Please, stop my tears.